Now,
right now,
I need a pretty girl to kiss
and a fist fight with someone who thinks they can win.

I need to let go of all frustrations by acting out.
I want to take you by your neck
and put my tongue in your mouth.

I want to take him by the shirt
and put my clenched fist in his face.
Really, I'm just degenerating into natural man.

But it turns you on, when I take what I want,
and I feel alive when I'm taking him down.

I'm so tired of feeling dead
that just about any option,
no matter how socially damned,
seems to make more sense than this.

You want my scarred up hands to grab your chest.
He wants to die a good death.
Today,
I will deliver.

03/03/2007

Posted on 03/03/2007
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